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Well... I never/rarely update my DA site..  sorry. I am still shooting.. but you know me, I don't like to upload stuff that is for work because I don't find the subject matter so interesting. Had an awesome weekend NOT shooting at the Abbey, Lol.. sometimes you just wanna have fun. :) Um.. anyway.. I hate most of the stuff that's in this gallery now, and probably will start deleting the older crappier stuff... If there's anything in particular you think is worthy of leaving, let me know. :) Cheers Lara

Ah I'm burning up. Fever... going on three days now, no point going to the Doc.. I've been a million times this year and they NEVER find a damn thing. Now I'm too scared to go because they might think I'm a hyperchondriac.. I'm really not.. they just keep sending me for the wrong damn tests.. they don't LISTEN.. Listen to ALL my symptoms you damn expensive fools!! Let me list them ALL before you shove me out the door for iron tests and field vision tests... Anyway I'm rambling.. I get a bit delerious when I'm feverish.. there was something I wanted to say.. what was it?? Oh yes... I'm in love.... no.. that's not quite it... no.. I'm..

Well, I think I might cry. I asked some questions about my previously mentioned focus issues on a professional photography forum, and apparently my lens is a heap of junk and that it's a very common problem... I paid $1000 for that piece of junk! How much do you have to spend in this damn industry to get something that performs the way it's SUPPOSED to. I was so proud of that damn lens too. It's big, heavy and has great barrel distortion.. and now I have a big heavy barrel shaped paperweight... fantastic. And I certainly don't have the extra $3000 to go to the Canon equivalent. *siiiiiiigh*